Had a serious tok with my parents abt d previous post abt my sis. Both me & my parents seriously tink I AM BECOMING VRY NEGATIVE LATELY.OR WORSE,ON THE VERGE OF DEPRESSION!! I dun wan!!! I dun wan get depression! Yuhan told me abt depression b4,he told me he got it b4. I seriously dunno wad caused my pessimisstic-ness.Really,i dunno...But definitely not due 2 relationship probs. To tell u guys the truth,i m the tortoise kinda guy: Evrytime i meet a setbac or prob,i wl jus run away or ignore it,hoping it wl go away kinda thing. So u guys mbe when c me emo in sch,jus shut up n leave me,k? Really,jus leave me,i wl bcme cheerful again @ a ltr stage derhs... I hav NEVER EVER emoed in sch d whole day.Even if i emo,i wl emo 4 like a period of time onli. Then,y emo? It is either i vry tired or i vry stressed up. So u guys jus leave me b. Its more of d psycological prob. Mbe i dunno or not willing 2 voice out n tell others my probs.So my probs get more n more,all botttled up lyk a container. Keep on adding water(problems),the container wl leak(go insane). I tink most lykly is bcos of sch work.Cnt u guys c?! The tchers r lyk spamming hw,quizzes,tests!! U look @ tis cming week! Tuesday hav Maths test,Wednesday hav Chemistry test then Thursday got practical exam!! We r surrounded by tests n exams!! Dun u guys realise tat?!! Haix... The reason y i post abt my sis being evil mbe is bcos i took it too seriously...I m in d negative side n wadeva hit me,i take it vry seriously n bcme damn emotional. Sry,MUM N DAD!! MAKE UR SO SAD ABT TAT STUPID POST OF MINE!! ESPECIALLY U MUM,U EVEN CRIED BCOS OF TAT STUPID POST!! I M SO SRY!! TAT WAS AN IMMATURE ACT!! DAD,MADE U SO WORRIED,EVEN WHEN U OVERSEAS. I REALLY HOPE I DIDN DISTRACT U FRM UR WORK!! I M SO SRY. AND TO ALL MY FRENS WHO TAGGING MY BLOG,THX SO MUCH 4 UR CONCERN!! SRY 2 HAV MADE U ALL WORRIED. VERY SORRY!! Dun worry,i wl get bac on my feet vry soon!!
